| change of name |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|01:14 am] |
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hey you guys. i know not too many people pay attention to this, but i was just letting you know that i changed my livejournal name. i didn't really like the old one, and finally thought of one that i really like. it's walk_ontheocean. |
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| Athens, I love you. |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|07:06 pm] |
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| | The Verve - Bittersweet Symphony | ] | Today has been good so far. Jeff and myself went to the game against Marshall after a good night spent together. We left during third quarter to quench our unbelievable thirst. Hot weather can kiss my ass, fall needs to get here much more quickly than it is. Went to Schlotzchy's with Cain and Jeff. (Oh, Cain, you really should work on that weight problem, you fat ass. That cookie was entirely unnecessary, despite it's doughy goodness.) About to head out for a night of drunken revelry and debauchery, which is entirely necessary and warranted.
Cain, you're one cool-ass mother fucker, and Jeff, you rock my socks more than you could ever imagine.
I'm out, before my speech and thought processes become utterly incoherent. |
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| YAY! |
[Sep. 15th, 2004|07:32 am] |
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| | giddy | ] |
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| | Josh Groban 'To Where You Are' | ] | I am in the best mood, possibly, of my entire life. My Jeff got back in town last night and I almost lost it when I saw him. It was very picturesque when I saw him. We did the whole slight jog towards each other and hugs and kisses. I missed him more than I ever thought I could miss someone. I am so unbelievably happy that he's back! I was a complete WRECK without him, and I'm still not totally sure why. Well, to end it all, let's just say that I am probably one of the happiest persons on the face of the planet. Life is good. |
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| adrienne rocks my socks |
[Sep. 13th, 2004|11:48 pm] |
adrienne is officially the coolest person in the world as well as the best friend anyone could have.
as is obvious, i have not been in exactly the best of moods for the past couple of days. however, tonight i had the best time with adrienne. we got our bolt on for dinner and had a really good time. afterwards, we had the best idea of just walking around downtown. the weather was perfect tonight, which was a pleasant change. we had the best conversations and really had a chance to just kind of connect and get my mind off of missing jeff. on the way back, we stopped by north campus, which, by the way, has some of the most beautiful landscaping that i've ever seen. it is just so peaceful there. well, we came back to the dorms and watched what was previously my favorite movie of all time, cruel intentions, only to be surpassed by eternal sunshine. overall, the night was incredible. it was exactly what i needed, and it felt good to let things out with adrienne. HOW HAVE I NOT KNOWN HER FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE?!
well, i'm overall feeling almost one hundred percent better. i still wish jeff was here, but i'm okay now. i just want him back home. well, i can't see him until tomorrow night, if that. he's probably coming back uber-late, but we'll see.
and, adrienne, thank you, more than you could ever imagine. YOU ARE AWESOME! |
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| ba derp |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|10:45 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
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| | Silverchair - I Miss You Love | ] | today was a little odd to say the least. i went to church this morning with Whit and Kathleen, which was good, even though the church sucked. alas, we will try again next week. it was a little odd to be around Whit today. Like, we were still nice and civil to each other, it's just that things still feel slightly weird. Which, by the way, is just a tad understandable considering everything we've been through. i did enjoy being able to converse with her without ever saying a word. i can't believe we can still do that. i still can't comprehend how two people could be that attuned to each other. i mean, I FUCKING KNOW EVERY LITTLE THING THAT SHE THINKS!! hopefully we can go back to being friends. we'll just have to see.
it was so weird to not be with jeff today. like, i just studied a bit and did random shit on the computer ALL DAY LONG! it was rather dull until i went to dinner with adrienne and megan. it was nice to just be around my friends after a day full of nothingness. i kind of feel bad now, because i think i was acting a little withdrawn and antisocial. i left mike's after being there for only like 20 minutes. i just keep missing jeff and it's hard to enjoy myself. so, sorry to those of you, mainly adrienne and megan, for acting so weird. you'll just have to forgive me.
well, i think i'm going to try to get a good night of SOBER sleep tonight. it will be a much appreciated change. until next time... |
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| sadness |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|10:01 am] |
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jeff leaves in an hour to go back home. :( i don't want him to have to get on that plane for illinois. i can't even believe how much i'm freaking out about this. i keep playing 'leaving on a jet plane' and getting more and more sad. it's even worse because his cell phone doesn't work that far away, so I won't be able to talk to him very much at all. i really don't know what else to say. WHY AM I GETTING THIS UPSET OVER NOTHING?! argh! it's no big deal, right? i've only known this guy for about 2 weeks and it's just an airplane. then why do i care so much and why am i getting this worried? i miss him already and he hasn't even left yet. well, enough of repeating how worried i am and how much i'm going to miss him. i have to get ready for church. yeah, i know. how weird is that. i'm going with Whit, which should be good. well, until later... |
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| great night last night |
[Sep. 11th, 2004|11:50 am] |
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| | ecstatic | ] |
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| | Alicia Keys (she rocks my socks) | ] | wow. yesterday was a good day. classes went well, at least as well as possible. finishing my chem lab wasn't nearly as difficult as I thought it would be. then, i met up with jeff and adrienne and we took a nap. NAP'S ROCK! well, we went over to mike's and, i'll admit, i had maybe a little too much to drink. i still can't believe that that bastard told me it was gin in that shot glass. well, it was everclear, but everything was fine anyway. i actually don't remember too much after that. just that i kept making out with jeff. it was funny because i kept forgetting that there were people in the room. all is well, though. i just hope that we didn't freak anyone out too badly. i do have a momentary memory of playing twister for just a few minutes, which was REALLY fun. but, everything after that is blank. all i know is that i fell asleep in jeff's bed, woke up a little after 4 and made my way back to my place. it was really fun, though. i'm sure we'll do something tonight, too, so i'll have to update on that tomorrow. my god, athens is incredible. i can't even imagine myself not here and not with my friends, and most of all without jeff. he's UNBELIEVABLE and all of you guys should be very jealous of me. well, i must quit rambling. i'm sure i'm boring anyone who is reading this to death. |
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| good day (at least after classes) |
[Sep. 10th, 2004|12:39 am] |
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| | giddy | ] |
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| | Such Great Hights (The Iron and Wine version) | ] | -chem lab sucks ass -finally know someone interesting from my 330 person chem class; Kay -talked to Whit for a really long time, especially considering that we haven't spoken in almost a month. i realize how much i miss her and want to be friends with her again. she can be a bitch, but i love her more than i can describe. it's funny because we are horrible to each other sometimes, well usually, but we always end up okay. -jeff helped me upload the picture for my journal after much frustration on my part -hung out with adrienne, drew, mike, and, of course, jeff at mike's (we all know what that implies) -saw The Virgin Suicides with, no brainer here, Jeff and a bunch of other people, by the way, that movie rocks -overall, had a good day, ironically it didn't get good (i know that's horrible english) until i saw jeff :)
i know it gets old, but i can't quit talking about jeff. he makes me feel good inside and i go crazy when i can't be near him. i'm crushing like a little school girl :) well, on that pleasant note, i must end this tedious littany of good moments. |
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| i am awesome |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|12:30 am] |
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| | Man on the Side John Mayer | ] | well, this is my first livejournal ever, so everyone should be proud of me. as you all may be able to tell, i'm a little slow with the whole technology/internet/socializing thing, so this is a big step for me. but, thanks to my awesome boyfriend jeff and many of his friends, i have been converted to livejournal. well, classes are pretty damn boring except for english, which i absolutely love. it's an 8 o'clock class and i'm generally excited about it when i get there, so you know that i'm crazy about it. wind ensemble sucks ass and so does chemistry lab, which will take up 3 fucking hours that i could be spending with jeff. :( no worries, though. we will see plenty of each other tomorrow night. bye the way, if you couldn't already tell, i'm crazy about jeff. he is just unbelievable and all of you should be insanely jealous that i have him and you don't. he makes me feel comfortable and i try to spend every possible waking (and sleeping) moment with him. :) he's exposed me to so many new and exciting things and i'm forever grateful for it. he's also let me share some of his totally awesome friends. i love you, adrienne. and drew and mike are the coolest guys on the face of the planet, even if drew does fart while he's listening to music on his headphones and doesn't think anyone can hear. well, i know this is kind of a shitty first entry, but hopefully i will get better at it as time progresses. I MUST SLEEP!! |
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